wintersong, Sara McLachlan

MV here

The lake is frozen over

The trees are white with snow

And all around

Reminders of you

Are everywhere I go

It's late and morning's in no hurry

But sleep won't set me free

I lie awake and try recall

How your body felt beside me

When silence gets too hard to handle

And the night too long

And this is how I see you

In the snow on Christmas morning

Love and happiness surround you

As you throw your arms up to the sky

I keep this moment by and by

Oh I miss you now, my love

Merry Christmas, merry Christmas

Merry Christmas, my love

Sense of joy fills the air

And I daydream and I stare

Up at the tree and I see

Your star up there

And this is how I see you

In the snow on Christmas morning

Love and happiness surround you

As you throw your arms up to the sky

I keep this moment by and by

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回家的時候遇到前年畢業已經在碩班的學長，

聊聊最近的..其實應該說是一年前的事了。

坦白說，那是我最不願意提的事了...

自從搬到新家後，到底哪些事情應該當做重點...

我不能說全不知道，

但我沒有答案。

說是生活壓力嗎？

不是啊。

說是不知道未來該怎麼做嗎？

也不是。

還是哪些人哪些事都和我理想得差太多嗎？

不是。

應該是我不夠好，

才會令得這些事看起來都不夠好...。