if it must say NO, then only nope and NOPE

Sometimes I scared to discuss my experiences what all about MALE, even better, the men.That's why women always look so mystic for someone who never understood a girl, if he didn't ask any question about female. Well, it's a totally mistaken thing in our culture.

And I know that I have no abilities to change the kind of facts.
How sad when I think about this thing, and NO ONE WOULD REALLY TAKE CARE IT.The devastating and interminable depression were hard to express, maybe I will give apologies to every man after I met the challenges but not NOW.

Yes, all things make me like a stupid girl, a hard book, a too tough and tough woman, and intend to be a celibate life. And my love is pessimistic. Actually, I hate the body with a female in gender but it is my life. Can I contradict myself in this way? No, women all expect a lovely living, including men. My body and heart consist all facts I have effort until now, that's the meaning for me.

Deep voice as memories as feelings and tears I embrace it everyday, well, not every day, just in some moment. And the moment will past like just a slice but actually all day. The first thing is divorce, the second thing is sexploitation, and the last is everything all of both the front.

Couples marry to each other because love, but divorce for not love. It's too strange to accept, and heartbreak, completely tear truth up. Then that sex attractiveness should be in provocative in that way with little (even no) trust and commitment, just for desire and HUMAN NATURE (how stupid reason), make a girl become worry and fear pregnant, is it human nature? No...!!

I have believed, love, must be a creation for given, and anything based on the creation for given, that's why people know we can do commitment could be proved. Like Mary Wollstonecraft said,

... an immortal soul, not restrained by mechanical laws, and struggling to free itself from shackles of matter; contributes to, instead of disturbing, the order of creation, when, cooperating with the spirits, it tries to govern itself by the invariable rule that, in a degree, before our imagination our faints, the universe is regulated.

What's it you know that human nature? Isn't it to create something to the world without malicious intention? And how about commitment? Isn't it to be a nature but not blind admiration, and a confident of respect? ...

Why the short life without this kind of things but could be living everyday...