Give my self a reason

Last year I made a decision to continue my philosophy training, maybe my real thought is that I don't want to admit myself as a loser.

Actually, on another side, I won't ever be a winner.

The answer to “why should we study logic” might be that we want to become the individual thinker for ourselves. An individual thinker is that who can find the core of problem and bravely express her comment.

The last thing I think is that, protecting something what you really love is to be the one understand it very well.