through around this actual world

Today, I told myself,  I want to be the true love of Philosophy, I won't give up her. For my dear professors, my short life can be a beautiful handicraft, Philosophy is worth to contribute all my life ,philosopher's life.

I want to be an unhappy Socrates than a happy pig. If I through around this actual world, I know what is happiness in one's mind. Happiness is peace and joy which cover rational being's full time. How to get there? One way is to be a good professor who is teaching philosophy. It is easy to choose.

After I broke up with kelwin, he got a new girlfriend called huancui in malaysia.They knew each other when they was studying in U.K.. Sometimes I feel like a foolly guy, and then I know I should be a better philosophical scholar. Why should I do this way? 

Tell the truth, when I know the problems of parents, I know the day will come in one day. Before that, I will try to change something. And I failed after all. 

Fortunately, my professors and philosophy always give me a direction. Thanks for Plato and professor Fu, he told me that relation between person and person should become the ends in itself but not in desires. If I feel the man treat me in desires, it is not on right way. We are the rational beings not the animals, the differents distingushed from wisdom, self-control, true, justice. Logic is wisdom and true, ethics is self-control, epistemology is justice and knowledge. All of them is philosophy. Love thess virtues and joy in it. Life in actual world is short but happiness in sopia is forever.